Tired...Happy...

One day i will get so mad and i will forget the consequences... forget your reaction... your opinion... i will put myself out there...and scream at you so hard about everything..... about what ever is left unsaid.... about everything and nothing... i'm going to say non-sense  things...tired of taking  everything to myself...
Besides all i'm super hiper mega happy....GOD does everything in it's own time....HE knows what needs to be done...
The only thing that i know for sure about the future is that.... i will keep on serving GOD...
I dont deserve you or your love and you are still by my side protecting me and taking care of me...
I can not thank you enough my LORD.... YOU never let me down....
LOVE YOU GOD <3