Get out of my mind.....

Get out of my mind...i can not take it anymore...it's so hard....everyone keeps talking about you...when i just want to avoid you inside my own head...inside my own heart...
They say "him...him...him...him...him...him...him something.....and all i want to say back is "FORGET HIM, 'CAUSE I NEED TO!"...
My thoughts take the other part of the guilt because they don't let me to take a breath without thinking of you...
With that said, i still don't regret THE DECISION....just if you were wondering...
Despite all of this i know that....i have one place where i can go and where i wont think or feel anything for you...and i reach that place when i'm in GOD's presence...HE is my hiding place, my safe refuge...so there i just need to surrender to HIS love and give my worries to HIM...
I love life 'cause even though i might fall of the track sometimes....there's always my FATHER, right next to me, to pick me up...