It didn't even bothered me.... I was suprised with myself.... when did I stopped caring??.... when did I stopped having those feelings??.... did it just disappear??... did it vanished away??.... right now i can't tell but I'm happy this way....
So many silence joined with a long distance... I used to keep forgetting to forget about you.... the memories would come up in a blink of an eye... I remembered the way we laugh... the way we talked... the way we would look to each other... in a time when I thought that I would never ever miss those things and I end up missing it....in a time where we used to glow.... in a time that those things... you... were so important even when I was trying to make you less important...
Can we blame it on the rain??... I guess not.... but it was definitely something wonderful... something unforgettable... something crazy... something good...
The good part is that I recovered my breath... the one YOU took from me...
I won't forget but right now I won't miss it... I won't miss you that way...
We could look back and try to change somethings so it could work... but "we were meant to fall in love but not to be together" ...wasn't God's will... now I could look to the present and ask... "does she look at you the same way I once did?".... "does she feel the same rush that I once felt when you're around?"... "does she understand...??"... questions that I don't care about the answers anymore...
You're tangled and I am free... whose better??...
I might be somehow alone in this... but I will always find peace ... I will always find company... I will always find refuge in the ONE that will never leave behind or alone.... in GOD!!
